been a grip since i have posted.... decided to do the deed.
i moved... if some of you didn't know... i'm back in Boise!

the salon i work in here is great. the group of friends i have is AMAZING. seriously. i have missed having a close knit group. i crave it.

im kinda seeing someone... she is really nice but is still getting over her last relationship so im just going with the flow. just having fun. i like her a lot. she is so beautiful. and very very very fun. she makes me happy and makes me laugh a lot!

there is another girl that i find extremely attractive in body mind and soul. but she has a really rocky relationship with her girlfriend. they have broken up recently, and i dont want to get into anything with her too quickly, don't want the chance of rebound. she said she doesnt just want a rebound. she wants more with me. but acting too quickly after a breakup has taught me that it never seems to end up good. we are very into each other but are not acting on any of it. im respectful.... not a home wrecker... we shall just see what happens. she is pretty amazing tho.

hopefully have a second job at banana... i'm thinking i probably do since the manager is my old manager from Old Navy. i'm excited.

well thats all for now.
comments are loved'
-J

..... made me laugh.... HA

Directions
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it makes you look.
4. Title this email what the answer to your last question is.
5. Good luck and have fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
hell ya its ok
(Walk on by, Cake)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
eccentric, interesting, pessimistic, a full-blown riot.
(12 Ive Lost, Judge)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
honesty, companionship
(Hell Yes, Alkaline Trio)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
about the same as this song
(Medio-core, NOFX)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
to be successful,, and realizing my own expectations are only possible if i work for them
(Diana Gone Wrong, Eighteen Visions)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
i dunno for sure.... ever since my secret is out.... i just dont know
(When it Rains it Pours, Adamantium)

WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?
haha... A Whole Lotta Love
(Ten Years Gone, Led Zeppelin)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
probably wont happen
(My Promiscuous Daughter, CKY)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
that i end up getting involved with people i probably shouldent.
(She's Gone, Bleeding Through)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I dont need you..... i WANT you.
(All Messed Up, Sum 41)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
i can honestly say i dunno if there is a wedding in my future.
(One For the Wicked, Disembodied)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
that i wont really be or live up to who i feel like i am, or who i want to be. death
(Studying Politics, Emery)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I still cant get over it.
(Hustlin', Rick Ross, Jay Z remix)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
i get the feeling of heavily medicated mixed with some huge bottles of laughter and true love
(Bobbin, Bouncin, Grits)

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO NAME THIS EMAIL?
your mom
(Dog New Tricks (The Pal Mix), Garbage)

is off to a pretty good start. the plots seem to be... very plotty... not as obscure as last season.

Bette and Tina: i hope they get back together this season... or at least hook it up. and i like how Tina doesnt seem to have the stick up her ass like she did last season. Jodi needs to kick rocks.

Alice and Tasha: Adorable.... nuff' said.

Max: i wish there was more story line for max. i like max... from what i have seen. they need to go into his decision to no go through with the surgery a little more in-depth.

Jenny: is a bitch, i must say that i like her better this season than last because she didnt seem to have any reason to be a bitch. but this season she does. hahaha i wish marina would come back and fuck the shit out of her. LOL throw her for a loop like she has been since the first season.

Helena: is now a member of the "ive been cell-fucked" club. and i think it left all of us a little moist in the swimsuit places.

and finally....
Shane: IS GETTING SOME!!!!! holy crap... after last night i was like "thats my shane" haha i must say i was a little grossed out that she did the mum... ewww. three in ONE EP! must say i was sad with the whole paige thing BUT... shane is meant to be a pussy collector... i like it that way... keeps my dreams alive. haha


oy ve. not much going on. might be moving to boise. we shall see.

L0NGEST SURVEY EVER iNVENTED.
+ known as: Jenna
+ haircolor: black and copper
+ eyecolor: blue

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER..(True or False)
+ fallen off the bed? true
+ broken someone else's heart? true
+ had your heart broken? so true
+ had a dream come true? umm...no

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY..
+ wearing: b-ball shorts a tee and hoodie
+ listening to: sixth sense on the tv
+ chatting with: amanda and spooka
+ watching: see above
+ should REALLY be doing: nothing specific

SECTION 4 - DO YOU..
+ brush your teeth? ewww ya.... nothing grosser than people who dont brush their teeth
+ have any piercings? yep
+ drive? mmhmm
+ do u have a cell phone? fo sho



SECTION 5 - THE LAST PERSON YOU..
+ talked to: kim
+ texted: jason
+ talked with on the phone: sara

SECTION 7 - PERSONAL
+ what do you want to be when you grow up: sucessfull
+ what comes first in your life? family and my friends
+ do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.......................

SECTION 8- FAVORITES..
+ movie: anything my wes anderson
+ band: embodyment
+ food: chinese
+ Color: actual color besides black.... blue
+ like to walk in the rain?: so much
+ sleep on your side: tummy, side.
+ have the falling dream?: o ys
(where's 9?)
i ate it

10- THIS OR THAT
+ pierced nose or tongue?: nose
+ BET or MTV? vh1 bitch
+ 7th heaven or dawsons creek?: eh rock of love
+ chocolate or flowers?: mm flowerssss
+ stay up late or sleep in?: both!!!!
+ hot or cold? cold
+ sun or moon?: Moon
+ left or right?: depends
+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend?: one best friend
+ mustard or ketchup? Mustard and ketchup
+ spring or fall?: Fall most def
+ happy or sad?: happy
+ wonder or amazement?: amazement
+ McDonald's or Burger KiNG:? eh.i like fries
+ mexican or italian food?: mexican

SECTION 11: FIRSTS..
+ first screen name: punkbunny777
+ first pet: hamster
+ first piercing/tattoo: cartilage/sacred heart

SECTION 12: LASTS..
+ last car ride: to kims house
+ last phone call: from sara today
+ last time showered: dis morning
+ last item bought: a shake.... what can i say im a fat kid
+ last annoyance: idk
+ last website visited: livejournal
+ last words you said: there are way hotter girls on this season than last season


SECTION 13: CURRENT..
+ current mood: content
+ current food: a sammich
+ current hair: hood hair
+ current annoyance(s): gross bitches on rock of love
+ current hate: ummm.......

MARK THE THINGS THAT APPLY TO YOU : X'S..

[ ] I am shorter than 5 feet
[x ] I think I'm ugly sometimes
[]I tan easily
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x ]I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x ] I have a tattoo.
[x ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses/contacts
[x ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x ] I have freckles.
[ ] I've run away from home for 3 minutes or more.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I'm in school.
[x ] I have a job.
[x ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed more than a week of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[x ] I've been fired.
[x ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x ] I've peed from laughing (a little bit counts).
[x ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip/drop in public.


Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/birth defect/impairment.
[x ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've had broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery
[x ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x ] I've been on a plane.
[x ] I've been to Canada.
[x ]I've been to Disneyworld, Orlando.
[x ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to the Bahamas.
[x ]I've been to Hawaii

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x ] I've seen a shooting star
[x ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[x ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x ] I've been skiing.
[x ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x ] I've played a prank on someone.
[x ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x ] I've eaten Sushi.
[x ] I've been snowboarding.

Honesty/Crime

[x ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x ] I've cheated on a test.
[x ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

Death and Suicide

[x ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] Suicide seems the only way out
[x ] I've thought about suicide never gone through with it
[ ] I've attempted suicide

Materialism

[ ] own over 5 rap CDs.
[x ] I own iPod or MP3 player
[ ] I own a real designer purse
[x ] I own an accessory other than a purse from a designer
[x ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x ] I collect comic books.
[x ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] some of my closet is abercrombie/hollister/american eagle

Random

[x ] I can sing well
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up easily to others.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x ] I curse regularly.
[x ] I sing in the shower.
[x ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ]I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I've copied more than 20 CD's in a day.
[x ] I bake well.
[x ] My favorite color is either white, green, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] online 24/7 even with an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[ ]i cant sleep f there is a spider in the room.
[x ] I am ticklish.
[x ] I love white chocolate
[x ] I bite my nails.
[x ] I play video games.
[x ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x ] I'm good at remembering names.
[x ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

WHO LAST..

1. Made you smile: kim
2. Hugged you? mix
3. Saw/heard you cry? Erin
4. Went to the movies with you? Jason

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY..

1. Do you like anyone? yezir
3. Do you steal? Never
4. Do you believe in love at first sight? lust
5. Do you fall for the wrong guy/girl? obviously if you knew

RANDOM..

1. What were you doing when it turned 2008? worrkiiing

2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name? my name plus our old 'crew' name. hehe

3. What song are you listening to right now? nothing. watching rock of love

4. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? nope

5.sdfjksdfjsdklfjsda.? durka durka

6. Do you own an iPod? oh yes. it was my love at first sight

7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? Who the fuck is calling me.... ow my tummy hurts

8. What would be your ideal job? my current job but being busier and having an assistant

9. What will you do tonight? im at kims watching rock of love and the L word

10. What's your favorite memory from last weekend? working

11. What are the last two digits of your phone number? 98

12. What was the last thing you ate? curly fry

13. What was last thing you drank? a sodaa

14. What was the last movie you watched? Juno!

15. What/Who do you dislike at the moment? fat homewrecking bitches

16. What food do you crave right now? sammich

17. What did you dream last night? that sara and i were still together. i woke up and cried. sucks

18. What was the last TV show you watched? rock of love

19. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? my necklaces

20. Name someone on your top friends who is just like you? my first 2. spooka and kim

things are going well.

money is going out as fast as its coming in. but i guess that is to be expected when you are self-employed. building a good clientele. but i really dont want to stay here in sandpoint. i have a few offers for jobs elsewhere in the state.

purchasing a new vehicle. a 2000 4runner. its so nice, and the car ive wanted for a LONG time.
black, V6 (so that means it has a hood scoop heehee) and is in such great condition. taking over the loan. so i have about ten grand left to pay. considering that this 4runner i could turn around and sell for no less that 13,000, i think its a pretty good deal.

not dating anyone at this time. dont really care to. id prefer to be alone. then i have nothing to hold me down. i love it when they tell me im the one that is fucked up. is it bad to ask questions? for some reason i have a TERRIBLE case of Deja Vu from a PAST relationship.
im so confused. i never know where to go with relationships. ugh.

send me letters, pictures.... anything:)

p.o. box 652 sagle, ID 83860

All i have to say is........... FARKLE!!!

i seriously love Venture Bros.



i cant get enough.

I am ready to move.

I just bought The Venture Brothers season 2 on dvd. Woot!

So i just want everyone to know i used to wear MC Hammer pants. That is all......

Another B-day come and gone.

fuck im lonely.

my family.
my friends.
my jobs.
my state.
my town.

thats about it.

minnesota was so fun. it was good to see people i havent seen for a long time... when i got there sean and i went back to his house where his mom (who had no idea i was coming) was and it was the day before mothers day.
i waked in and said "mom im home!" took her a couple seconds to realize what was going on then all she could say was "OHHHH" and she cried a little and gave me lots of hugs!:) it was so cute.

went to the mall of america. always an experience.
went to a death sentence show. amazing.

went to minnehaha falls. so pretty.
just hung out. so good to see people i care about.
the lost in the 50's car show is this weekend, its going to be so much fun. my most favourite time of year:)

you know. people might take stuff that i write on here personally. they must think i have nothing better to do than think of stuff to say about them. my list of pisses is no personal vendetta. i hate everyone equally. lol

Went to the Seattle hairshow saturday thru monday.

we got into seattle and went to our hotel after MUCH DRIVING AROUND. (after FINALLY finding it) checked in. and then my friend ryan came and picked me up so we could go get chinese for my girls...(kim lisa and linda). then we went driving around seattle and he showed me all the pretty lights. i love seattle. its so amazing.

next morning i was so tired. we got ready and went to the show. boughts lots of cool stuff for my business. well it gold old around 12 so i had ryan come get me again and we went and cruised around the seattle pikes place market. it was so awesome. the flowers were gorgeous and the people and smells were intense...

went back and met up with the girls at the hotel. we all decided to go for a slice of cheese cake....(or 2 or 3) we decide to walk there acting as if that is a good excuse to get some cheese cake... i mean we ARE getting some exercise.
we walk out of the hotel and there is paramount theater..... i check out the billboard and i see "MORRISSEY" on it. for May 6th at 8pm... well i start FREAKING out...since it just so happens to be may 6th and its about 7:45 at this point. people are scalping tickets for $70. im like UGH so great but i cant afford it.

so we trek to the Cheesecake factory and get our sweet indulgence. walking back we walk by the paramount and more people scalping tickets. im seriously drooling at this point at wanting to go but am just not willing to pay $70 since im here at the hair show to buy stuff for business. another guy is selling a single ticket and linda asked for how much... the guy states $20. well beam me up scotty since i did have any cash at the time i borrowed a 20 from kim and i went on in.

well dang i get in and there are a bajillion people in there so i ask a girl with the thater shirt on where my seat was.... she looks at me like im retarded and was like "its up three flights" i said thankyou and that i had never been there before.

so i walk up the stairs and can begin to feel my nosebleed coming on (but HEY it was MORRISSEY) when i hear a "HEY" i turn around and it was the girl i asked for directions from and she asked me if i was alone. i said yes. and she asked me if i wanted a better seat. well thinking there is a catch i ask what i had to do. she said nothing since all of the seats werent filled in the front floor section she had a ticket for one. me still thinking there was a catch somewhere asked if it was ok and she looked at me and said "i work here". i took it for a good thing and graciously took the ticket.

i went in the door and i looked for someone who knew what was going on and a gentleman told me to go to the fery front and show the man down there my ticket. so i proceeded down there and the man down there showed me to THE VERY FRONT ROW IN THE WHOLE BUILDING...Front and center i had the BEST seat in the house. a girl named Kristeen Young was playing and she was AMAZING. really liked her alot. so eventually She ends and morrissy begins. well people jumped over the pit to get to the stage. and since i didnt want to miss out i got right up to the stage. i couldent believe it. the concert was amazing. people were screaming crowding around and reaching out for him to shake their hand. i was having so much fun watching and clapping and then suddenly morrissey kneels down RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and grabs my hands while he is singing and sings to ME!. that lasted for like 3 seconds everyone jumped in wanting a touch!

it was seriously one of those life memories that are rare. it was such a fun experience. i went back to the hotel that night on cloud 9.

Ahhhhhh........

POST: Oh my gosh! Morrisey is playing right across the street from my hotel!

Hottest man on TV.



HANDS DOWN.

Post: i feel like giving up.